Love who God gave you, because it's for a reason.

This picture takes place when he was leaving for the MTC! All packed up ready to go! :) 

My baby, the man of my dreams. He came into my life for a reason and i'm SO grateful for that. He sweeped me off my feet with his good looks and charm<3 He's the reason my life is more than amazing. He simply makes the word "amazing" happen. As my dad likes to call him Mr. Wonderful :) I feel like it's the perfect name for him! He has always been here for me when I need him. I miss calling him when something funny, exciting, or any kind of news happens! It's going to be a weird Christmas this year without him! Last year we spent the whole day together! I might not get a call on Christmas because he will still be in the MTC in Peru  :( but maybe Skype! hopefully!! :)

It's been a rough week :( I don't know why. But once I like think about him or someone mentions his name my eyes just start watering :(

On this past Saturday, I was just driving not even thinking about him. And just all the sudden started balling my eyes out :( 

I'm so grateful for the waiting for a missionary on Facebook girls because they of course know what i'm going through!! Its hard to explain to friends and others how hard it really is and why i'm having a hard time with this. 

I was with this boy, EVERY DAY allll day long. Going from that to nothing and only emails every week. No phone calls only christmas, mothers day and when he was in Atlanta leaving for Peru. It's extremely hard because his younger brother is in my grade and goes to my school. 

So when I see him, I think of Braden. :( And his little brother like wears Braden's shoes and it just makes me miss him even more! :( 

Saying goodbye at the MTC, I wasn't there though because I knew it would be WAY to hard. His little brother in background, and Braden hugging his dad. 

His dad, Braden, his mom and little brother Taylor. 

Not his companion, but a really good friend of his that he used to play soccer with! They both got sent to Peru! 

This seriously just makes me laugh every time I see it :)