For the times we can't be together, I've got your letter.

Its been oh i don't know 4 flippin WEEKS!!!!! Since I haven't gotten a letter since he's been in Peru!! Today was the perfect day to get one! I didn't even open it yet before I started balling! But tears of happiness!! :) until i read the letter then those tears turned into i miss you tears :( 

Today, getting ready for school and I go out to start my car and NOTHING!! :( Not even a sound goes off. It's completely dead :( and it's not the battery because the radio turns on! So I was running late for seminary! And i had to have someone come get me! And today just hasn't been a good day since my car ruined it! 

I get home check the mail and find " Mattisyn Lynn Fennell" Instantly I knew it was from him!! I've NEVER been so happy!! Awh! :) loved it! He's very home sick :( so it's really hard knowing he is like that. :( 

But his letters are always without a doubt thee cutest things :) he loves to draw pictures! 

In like all the letters or emails, it's "don't leave me or don't forget about us" haha it's cute! but way sad :/ 

In his letter today he wrote that he wants to change the promise ring he gave me to a engaged ring haha and that i'm his fiance! (: haha he's too cute! 

I miss him so much! And his kisses and hugs! 

I hate this kind of weather cause we would always cuddle up! 
To explain this picture below!!
I have always wanted to name my first girl Hollynn! (: 

When you're weak, I'll be strong. When you let go, I'll hold on.

When you need to cry, I swear that I'll be there to dry your eyes.

 When you are lost & scared to death, like you can't take one more step,

Just take my hand, and together we can do it. 

I'm gonna love you through it. <3